Riley's Journal

[riley chance jennings]

RILEY CHANCE JENNINGS!

This is a private journal containing Riley's thoughts, feelings, and whatever else he decides to put up here.

[ THREADS ]
(strike = closed ; italicized = inactive ; bold = active)

sitting alone, staring at the darkness `` OPEN
raining on the far side of town `` OPEN
Gimme a f***in` heart attack `` JAIME
life is distant now a days `` OPEN
pass me another bottle honey,,
Tragic?Who said this was tragic?`RILEY
Lets Make A Scene``riley
It's a chance we gotta take [RILEYYY]
there has to be a mistake `` ADAM HIXEN
sneaking in past curfew `` JAIME
keep me in tune `` OPEN

[riley chance jennings]

Dear Journal,

I am in love.
There’s nothing to it. I can’t lie to myself anymore. Jaime Alice Bennett has completely and utterly stolen my heart. I have never felt this way about any girl in my life. Her smile dazzles me, her laugh melts my heart. Every time she looks at me I forget how to breathe. She’s so different from any girl I’ve ever talked to before, she never says what I expect her to.
I am usually pretty good at reading people, at guessing actions or sayings but it’s like I’m never right when it comes to Jaime. She keeps me on my toes, and I love it.
At first I almost thought I’d hate her, her sassy remarks annoyed me and yet I couldn’t help but be fascinated with her. I see now that the only reason I even thought I was annoyed was the simple fact, she was intelligent enough to keep up the taunting game. She actually made me think before I spoke.
Everything about her just drives me crazy and it’s so damn overwhelming, so frightening.
It’s been a long time since I was truly scared of something and yet a few weeks with Jaime and I am completely terrified.
I couldn’t bare thinking about having to get over her by chance she doesn’t feel the same.
Ugh, I don’t know.
I guess I will just see where this goes for right now…

-- Riley Jennings