Post by heath daniel caulfield. on Oct 21, 2008 16:09:42 GMT -5
heath daniel caulfield
“don't put me on the backburner”
“don't put me on the backburner”
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heath daniel caulfield is a fifteen year old first year hailing
from potomac, maryland. maybe the fact that he has a complete
bastard as a father explains his anorexia. he loves those boys,
though it's a secret, saying that he's heterosexual as a cover-
up. most people describe him as being quiet, insecure, morose,
intelligent, and a bit cold... heath's grown up with middle
class, though wants to pursue a more out-there career, dance.
yes, heath loves his tap dancing and finds it to be his only
escape from himself. for his bio, click here.
Hospital Beds
I GOT ONE FRIEND LAYING ACROSS FROM ME
I DID NOT CHOOSE HIM; HE DID NOT CHOOSE ME
[ other half . diana, diana, diana, i would die for you
[ inseparable . and lungs that can’t breathe when they’re alone
[ partner-in-crime . me and you and what we’d do for money
[ best friend . and when you got sick, i was sad for some days
[ inner circle . i’m your silver lining – hooray, hooray
[ close friend . there’s laughs and fun up where the conversation flows
[ confidant . and you’ll be a real good listener
[ good friend . let’s not forget ourselves, good friend
[ average friend . how did you survive your insufferable friends?
[ childhood friend . dream of a time when your heart was open wide
[ enemies turned friend . we were teenagers the first time met
[ party friend . just like jolly dizzy for zero, one, three times
[ class buddy . things they don’t want when i don’t know what you need
[ on/off friend . pretend all the good things are for you
[ friend of a friend . i’ve just begun a new phase, trying these days
[ acquaintances . and we’re taking some pictures or something
[ name basis . it’s a hard day for dreaming again
Robbers
AND ALL THIS LIFE WE’VE GLORIFIED
ROBBIN’ FROM THE BLIND
[ hardcore hate . and last night, when my hands were choking you
[ extreme dislike . as if New York City burnt down to the ground
[ rivalry . but you’ll fight and you’ll make it through
[ friendly rivalry . just like a king revenge is the saddest thing
[ mutual dislike . when you get sober will you get kinder?
[ one-sided dislike . till you realize the blood is probably yours
[ slight dislike . the paint’s peeling off the streets again
[ scared of . sometimes in the morning I am petrified
[ jealousy . so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap
[ annoyance. test sites keep me up at night
[ frenemies . and it teases you for weeks in its absence
[ fake friend . you’ll fake it if you have to
[ love/hate . “hey, how could you love me this way?”
[ tolerance . ‘cause i’ve been biting my tongue all week
[ avoidance . you can promise me indifference, jim
[ friends turned enemies . then you hang up the phone and feel badly
[ backstabber . your husband will never leave you for me
The Wedding
HER LIPS AND SHOULDERS DRESSING UP THIS ROOM
DANCING LIKE THE WEDDING’S ENDED AND…?
[ final . yeah he loves you, and the two of you will soon be three
[ in love . i’m in love with you completely, i’m afraid that’s all i can do
[ married . there’s a ring on your finger and the baby’s due out
[ engaged . well, he just lived within the slow fade of love
[ current . i was your girl then, that’s what you said when you kissed me
[ future . it could be more if she learned to never expect
[ mutual crush . i gave you sweet love, boy; you said it was nice
[ crush on you . will he hold your tiny face in his hands?
[ crush on em . and she’s real pretty, and she’s real into you
[ you want em back – past . here’s to all the pretty girls you’re gonna meet
[ em wants you back – past . did your heart break enough this time?
[ good – past. honey, i’m afraid to say you deserve everything
[ bad – past . never felt so wicked as when I willed our love to die
[ one night stand . talking leads to touching, then touching leads to sex
[ reoccurring fling . and then she’s sleepin’ inside of you
[ lust . and if you want me, you better speak up
[ physical attraction . you’ll be handsome; you’ll be beautiful
[ flirtation . i smoke too, but not as much as you
[ on/off . you used to say you were flawed if you weren’t free
[ forbidden . and it’s bad news, baby i’m bad news
[ dangerous . into rags or in the hole and our bruises are coming
[ secret . a married man, he visits me; i receive his letters
[ friend with benefits . if it was all pretend, isn’t that what friends are for?
[ enemy with benefits . i keep on talking trash, but i never say anything
We Used to Vacation
I PROMISED TO MY WIFE AND CHILDREN
I’D NEVER TOUCH ANOTHER DRINK
[ as good as blood . and you’ll laugh and embrace all your friends
[ parent . your mother’s still calling you insane and high
[ sibling . and the kids keep on playing the driving game
[ cousin . and they’re singing the same damn refrain
[ distant relative . it just feels good when you’re coming home
[ other . and you found him on the phone pleading
Red Wine, Success!
SCRAP PUBLIC LIBRARY CHECKIN’ OUT THE TROUGH
STARTING TO APPEAR TO GATHER HIS THOUGHTS
[ em protects you . how you cared for them as they carried you
[ you protect em . this is your last line of defense
[ em respects you . you showed them what you could do
[ you respect em . they showed the money to you
[ admiration . oh it feels so good to be free
[ hero . and hope someone will help me this time
[ emotional support . being around you offers me a form of relief
[ mentor . i’m always one step ahead of you
[ trust . judging from picture books apparently heaven is party cloudy
[ mixed feelings . there was something trembling in her voice
[ trust issues . is there trouble between the lines?
[ working relationship . it’s not as if the sun won’t shine
[ complicated . perfect displays of random acts of hopelessness
[ co-worker . and you’ll show up to work with a smile
[ bad influence . give in to the demons that possess
[ good influence . you’ll be positive thought it hurts
[ awkward . i don’t mind racing through our goodbyes
[ tense . you’re weak but not giving in
[ obsession . you can sell your baseball cards just to pay the rent
[ fleeting glances . there’s a real pretty young thing in front of you
[ friend of the family . we circle your uncle’s parking lot
[ other . don’t deconstruct and then fill me in; i’m not that basic
credit to floppity (aka lanni) of white pages
song credits belong to cold war kids and rilo kiley
plot inspiration goes mainly to sophiawin and nikki <3
colors mixed at the color blender everyone uses
do not rip or you shall be haunted appropriately
make sure to give detailed histories and such
if you post in mine, i’ll post in yours, of course
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[/size][/font][/color]song credits belong to cold war kids and rilo kiley
plot inspiration goes mainly to sophiawin and nikki <3
colors mixed at the color blender everyone uses
do not rip or you shall be haunted appropriately
make sure to give detailed histories and such
if you post in mine, i’ll post in yours, of course
please post in and out of code!
